To the Floor and Out of Reach

To the Floor and Out of Reach

You cast long shadows
but you’re so beautiful I gladly stumble under them
And I’ve stayed awake for days
Just waiting for the light to glow brighter
waiting for the words from your lips to spill out on the screen
Just like an open ocean
promises of fame and fortune
Now my minds a blur with words

But you take for granted all the lives you tear apart in your wake
So cast these chains around me
Lead me by the leash to your hearts desire
And I’ll find a way to break through the bindings
Lead a life that’s all my own
I will not listen anymore

Now every time I turn back to you
A little piece of me dies
And I start to wonder why I’ve been living this way
Now I think I’m waking up.
The veil that hides my eyes is
thinning to a point where it cant hold me to the floor

Hold me to the floor
But you’ll kick and scream until you get your way so you

Cast these chains around me
Lead me by the leash to your hearts desire
And I’ll find a way to break through the bindings
Lead a life that’s all my own
I will not listen anymore

So drain me dry
that’s all you ever kept me around for anyway
I realize my spirit stands alone
And you see you can’t do this on your own

I’m never gonna let you
Cast these chains around me
Lead me by the leash to your hearts desire
And I’ve found a way to break through the bindings
Lead a life that’s all my own
I will not listen anymore

Patience and Madness

Patience and Madness

So much more exotic than
we’ve ever seen this ever before
testing our patience and breaking in
break the hinges off the door
this may seem real now
but it’s all
a dream to me
the curtain falls
and lights go down on the scene

She says she’s gonna be fine
wont get caught up but she’s a liar
she never had a choice
so she bends and breaks
but in the end
she’s lost control

The wave that washes over you
the pressure filling up your lungs
We’re both so stubborn that we
test the lines to see which way they tear
And torn apart
we watch it fall to peaces now
but it’s all
a dream to me
the curtain falls
and lights go down on the scene

She says she’s gonna be fine
wont get caught up but she’s a liar
she doesn’t have a choice
and she bends and breaks
but in the end
she’s lost control

Ignore the signs
and just keep singing to yourself
I refuse to let this go
I’m the one in control.
And all the while
fate is tearing at your soul,
telling you
sleep now child
this will be over in a little while

She’s gonna be fine

So she bends and breaks
but in the end
she’s lost control
and she’s learning letting go

Bite Down and Wait to Die

Bite Down and Wait to Die

Tell me how does it end
Do you count it a victory
If you lose yourself along the way?
And if you should fail
Are we all supposed to move on?
Tread the dust that we’ve won?

Stand with the sunrise
Let the light posess your very soul
Have we lost sight of all of it?
And ask yourself
Do you have the resolve
The Metal inside to become

Hold to front line
Do you count it a victory
If you lose yourself along the way
Take heart we’ll only live until dawn
(We’ll see another sun)

As as you trapse along
The pitted ground that marks the road ahead
Remember what we taught you before you left
The training to help you hold true
To the oaths that you swore
The promise you made to the people you fight for

Gather close, let me pass around the cyanide
Hide the capsule in between your teeth
Bite down and wait to die
Use this tactic if you’re caught
If the enemy surprise
Catches you when you aren’t aware
Ties your hands and feet and blinds your eyes

Alone on the frontline
Did you count it a victory
That they lost themselves along the way
Sweetheart they’re never coming back home
(They’ll never see the sun)

Love, Lust, or Overdose?

Love, Lust, or Overdose?

Could you catch me if i fell?
Drag me back up to the surface
Force my eyes open to see what i’ve been missing?
Could you catch me if i fell?

Could you hold me by the wrist?
Bleeding bandages and all
Telling stories that i’ve buried underground
Terrible stories that i never meant to be found
Shut my eyes to hide the light
My ears cannot escape the sound

The walls are white and shot with red
Still the messages are ever changing
My hands are cold but my hearts on fire
it’s a curse sometimes, but i wouldn’t change a thing

This fictions fading out loud
You’ll see it when it comes out
And you’re tryin not to stare
And we’re all suckers for competition
So wrap your knuckles tight
But never put away your fear

Could you guide me through the dark?
Ward the terror all around
To a place where we can stand under the sun?
Trading miracles for madness of the tongue
The grace that you emit
Will keep those shadows on the run

This fictions fading out loud
You’ll see it when it comes out
And you’re tryin’ not to stare
And we’re all suckers for competition
So wrap your knuckles tight
But never put away your fear

The walls are white and shot with red
Still the messages are ever changing

Now, as was promised,
I’ll guide you out the dark
Don’t fear those noises you hear dearlin
Nothing can hurt you as long as i am by your side

This fictions fading out loud
You’ll see it when it comes out
And you’re tryin not to stare
And we’re all suckers for competition
So wrap your knuckles tight
But never put away your fear

Insomnia Might be Preferable to this

Insomnia Might be Preferable to this.

They took that subtle knife
Off of the pendulum
Tucked it in between your ribs
Right into the kidney
As you gasped for air
But you couldn’t make a sound
(Couldn’t make a sound)
And your minds trying to find a door
A way to make it out
(A way to make it out)

Scream loud in the silence
Caught in the memory
Taking the vision for granted and
Sing now that you made it
Out of the nightmare
Everythings falling to pieces
So breath deep and sleep

Like the blood from the knife wound
Those tears are pourin out your eyes
And you feel like you’re goin insane
Theres gotta be some sort of closure
Something you can do to stop the suffering
Something you could say

Scream loud in the silence
Caught in the memory
Taking the vision for granted and
Sing now that you made it
Out of the nightmare
Everythings falling to pieces
So breath deep and sleep

Pull out from the dream
Take a deep breath
you’re fate isnt what you believed
But bear this in mind
When you close your eyes
You’re only seconds away

Scream loud in the silence
Caught in the memory
Taking the vision for granted and
Sing now that you made it
Out of the nightmare
Everythings falling to pieces
So breath deep and sleep
Just breath deep and sleep

Spiders Licking Your Skin

Hang the lights, from the ceiling
Light the candles in the corners of the room
There are ghosts here
There are monsters in the dark that will consume
Your soul if you’re not, you’re not careful enough
To know when to stop running from the bed you made
Now lie awake and recall

Inhale, take it all in,
let the spiders stitch the wounds upon your skin
Feed your passion in the dark
When your life resists the spark

When it all comes back to you
Tell me do you know the reason you
Fight for the things you do

Truth in time
If the lights go out, theres no one to save you
The poison here will only serve
To bloom in your soul

If you’re not, you’re not careful enough to know when
To stop running from choices you made
Now scream their names and

Inhale, take it all in,
let the spiders stitch the wounds upon your skin